happpiee, happiiee 21st, ashiq~~!!

firstly, happiie happieee 21st birthday to ~ ashiq~!! one of my treasured besties since high school~ almost 8 yearss of friendship~ ehheheh..hope ure having a 'smashing' time @ Nottingham now~! hope to see you really soon;)

today marks the last day of my last university holidayss ever..since its probably working life for me after this semester. oh, but then again, life is oh-so-unpredictable...and i have accepted the fact that nothing ever goes the way we imagined it would~ *wistful*

today also is my first day at a new job for me~~ wheee.....~!! finally, something that can keep me occupied, and take my mind of my idle-ness and constant slacking-off...one of the bad things about it is, its in the suburbs, and this time, not even on the way to uni...=[ well, at least, eardley will be there..~ and i wont be completely alone..and the pay is better than the previous one~ so, its a good, natural progression, i suppose..^^ yayzz~

well, my past week of uni holidays have been a blast~~ here are the highlights;

Sunday: Road trip to Mornington Peninsula with cay vian, hui san, keith, soon shin~

hui san + cay vian + myself @ the unicorn fountain @ Ashcombe maze

under the blue sky, our fingers were starr-crossed x.x

summer is almost here. all i need is the sun and friends like mine~

our group picture @ London Bridge (Mornington)
soon shin - cayvian - jasmine - hui san - keith

and it felt just like home; @ Janice's seaview home~ where we stayed in Mornington.

Janice's awesome house @ Rosebud~

oops...just realised i have to cut this post short as i still need to do more 'homework' b4 i go to work..~ will post more pics the next time...oh, and its a pity, i didnt manage to go to the Royal Melbourne show after all, this year....really wanted to get another fluffy unicorn again! *sighs* guess there is always next year...~ ttfnz

black is back.

in my first post, i was supposed to explain that my choice of the black background, instead of the typical white one was not accidental, nor was it purely for design purposes (although that may provide the second reason). it was on finding out in my INT3015; unit about Globalisation, that the darker colored screen require less energy to light up computer screens, and thus, is my small contribution towards energy-saving and the environment~ >.<
anyways, i have finally brought myself out of my own 'rut'...after staying home practically, for the past two weekends, i have decided to go out instead of just laying about at home, and trying to seem so available. well, the truth is, i am bored of being too available..gosh..and, i really need to find my darn planner~ becoz im seriously lost without it..*miserable*
hrmmss...i seem to have bloggers' bloc everytime i sit in front of my screen, and seem to have the most to think about whilst on the train ride home from uni...oh wells..nothing really significant is happening anyways~

har har har...as im blogging, i'm chatting with my ex-Maplestory net frend, Ian..it sounds childish and weird, but hey, Ian is a good guy, k! albeit the tendency of bullying me most of the time! so, yeah, he is teasing me about my secret ♥, yes, thats what ill call him now; my secret ♥
anyways, i don't think my secret ♥ has a clue, and i'm too afraid to be too obvious..i mean, yeah, if not how is he gonna know? well, he has to want to find out then!~~ hahahah...
anyways, had lunch with ashley and bryan yesterday...and i haven't seen nor catched up with ash for the longest time, and we were just talking about how being in a relationship changes everything...how we base our decisions, and etc. more often not, love comes in the way of pursuit of our finest dreams...ambitions to travel the world, or work overseas are forgone, in the name of love. this is the reality of love, and i know it happens. but i wonder, if love is really strong, shouldn't it encourage our very dreams?
hrmms...anyways, happieee happiieee 21st birthday to Adlil~~~!!

attempt #540926

on an eventless, morose Sunday such as today, I shall make another attempt to keep yet, another blog~ this one previously went on an uber-long hiatus, and is replaced with this one...

anyhow, i shall begin this entry on a very sad note; the marker of the end of both Mercedes-Benz FashionWeek NYC Spring 2008, and also Motorola Melbourne Spring Fashion Week....

and here are some of the looks i liked (from NYC);

simple sweet dress in basic white and black from designer doo ri's Spring 2008 collection~

loving this androgynous ensemble from alexander wang spring '08 collection

[little known fact about myself: I know and, even care, when Fashion Week is]

anyways, another weekend has flown by...and i feel a certain emptiness starting to overwhelm me. perhaps, it is loneliness...as i realise, i have been pushing those closest to me further away..and i can't pinpoint the exact reason why i do it. hrmms...

all this pondering is not doing any good...especially when i should be making the most of my time here, as i still haven't made the decision to stay or leave after graduation yet...its getting late~ will post more later..~